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[29 Aug 2005|01:29am] |
I've .. well.. kind of moved journals. You see.. it's an older one.. public too.. and it had no entries in it because i had deleted them ages and ages and ages ago. And I wanted a clean slate. :) Try and find me. I'll give you some clues. If you can't find me.. well.. maybe you can email me and ask for the name: heartsmash@gmail.com. Stormy should know it, as she gave me the OK for the name a long time ago. She used to use it on a different site.
Until then, the clues are:
1) Has to do with something that has to do with Joey Jordison
2) It's been renamed various times, so you can still search for one of the older names, and find it
3) One of the older names has to do with That's So Raven, but not quite.
4) The first four letters are also my initals, in a way. ^.^;
GOOD LUCK! :D
I'ma miss alot of you if you don't find me, so yeah. Don't be afraid to ask for help!
IF YOU FIND IT, DON'T POST THE ANSWER HERE!
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| Elizabeth Bathory |
[27 Aug 2005|09:46pm] |
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Anyone heard of her? Well, they made a movie about her!
www.eternal-themovie.com
I wanna see it, but it's so hard to find a showing. Tim wants to take me to it, lol, so we're going to try and call Cal Oaks and get them to play it, haha.
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| Bury me now. |
[26 Aug 2005|02:18am] |
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So, I spend fourty-five minutes writing a hella long email to Mike, explaining alot of stuff thats going on between us, and how I feel. It's not a bad email. It's not a bitchy email. It's actually a very loving email, you know? So, after fifteen minutes on debating whether or not to send it.. I finally send it. I decided to call and leave a message, seeing as how his phone is ALWAYS ON SILENT, telling him to check his mail tomorrow at school.. and what happens? HIS CELL ISN'T ON SILENT. I woke him up, at two in the morning, when he has to get up at 5:30 for school.
I'm a horrible girlfriend and should be shot.
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| Dead Girls Don't Say No.. eyohhh! |
[26 Aug 2005|12:57am] |
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INSOMNIA. FUCKING. SUCKS.
Down to the depths with you! I have to do SO MUCH tomorrow and get up early, but I can't sleep. I seriously need some sleeping pills again. Oh, and I think I'm getting sick. JOY.
Doctor > Register at The Academy > Maybe see Mike at school & probably more. I don't know. I don't even feel like moving.
Tonight is one of the hottest fucking nights. I can't stand it.
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| I walked with a zombie.. |
[22 Aug 2005|09:17am] |
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I thought my mom was going to wake me up early for the gay TB test, but she never woke me up. I woke up early for nothing, haha. She's sleeping right now. Anyways, I had some people whore me out on myspace, and now I'm getting so many comments and add requests.. it's crazy! It's totally kicking my ass, haha. I'm really tired. I don't usually wake up before one. I'll probably go back to bed soon or something, I don't know. ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif?v=92.1) wetrix called me last night at one something in the morning. I was out here, so I didn't hear my phone go off. He left me a voicemail saying "INSOMNIAC MY ASS! It's one and you're not even up!" so I called him back at two something and said "INSOMNIAC MY ASS TO YOU TOO! I was online!" Lol! :P We're retarded. I love how my friends call me at weird times, especially Sarah. She'll call at like, three thirty in the morning and ask to hang out, lol. Anyways, who the fuck keeps calling my house? GOD. QUIT IT.
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| We get by just fine here on minimum wage |
[21 Aug 2005|11:02pm] |
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Vampire Kisses and Got Fangs? are awesome. I can't wait to get Kissing Coffins. You guys should read them. They kick major ass! I got to get up early tomorrow, at like seven or eight, to go get a TB test for Paloma. Gaysauce. I don't usually get up until one! Lol. Anyways, I'm just sitting around debating on having my last cigarette or not.. :(. I hate being underage. It blows.
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| Does it even matter? |
[20 Aug 2005|10:55pm] |
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I want to talk to Mike, but he's at his friends house, and he wasn't talking to me on messenger, so I'm not going to call him while he's at Dustin's and bug him. I'm not going to lay all my problems onto him, anyways. Sarah wanted to come get me at like, 9:15, but my mom said it was too late and we got into a huge arguement and she told me that my dad went through my shit and found an empty pack of Marlboro Reds. That's fucking gay. I don't get any privacy around here, seriously. I can't even lay down and watch a movie with Mike without people coming in. My dad acts like we're going to have sex or something. All I want to do is sleep in my boyfriends arms, because he makes me feel like I'm safe, like everythings going to be alright. We fell asleep watching Cabin Fever and my dad freaked out! Ugh! I'm so sick of this house, with all this added drama and stress. I mean, I don't think it's normal to have your period fifteen days in a row. Mike wants me to go to the doctor, but I don't want to. I don't like doctors, and I really don't want one looking at my cunt. Siiigh. I don't know what to do. I have one cigarette that I stole from my mom, and I don't want to smoke that just yet. Hm. I guess I'm going to sit here like a fucking RETARD and do nothing.
( she controlled everything )
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| I love my daddy |
[20 Aug 2005|05:24pm] |
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I was telling my dad about how Mike said my dad will get me into school, and my dad goes "Yeah. They haven't heard me yet. I know sign language, I know foul language, I know "fuck you", I know "piss off and die", I know "Blow me", I know "Lick me", and I know "you suck." Haha" I thought it was SO FUCKING FUNNY.
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